But, luckily we’ve only had to call the police once and now she wears a tracker, so that, but even, if you’re with her out with her outside it’s a possibility that her mood will change just like that for no apparent reason and she’ll walk incredibly fast away from you. Of course, it’s not a problem for me, but that can be a bit of a problem for my mother who is 83. So, it’s a lot of, there are a lot of challenges. It’s amazingly rewarding when, when sister-in-law is happy. But it’s also and it’s incredibly tragic when she’s sad. So but we’re kind of managing. But I mean, that’s a, well, I don’t know whether it’ll get harder or it will get harder, but we don’t know at what point she will become less physical, physically able ‘cos in a sense that’s almost a problem at the moment.

Okay. It was about six years ago and my sister-in-law started to forget things, lose things [tch] And it was initially diagnosed as something to do with menopause. And so I think she was prescribed HRT. But the problem just got worse and then I think they just tried this sort of, you know, short term memory, memory clinic kind of diagnostic clinic in the hospital but and also I think she had a brain scan and that just showed nothing. So, the doctor was, you know, least you haven’t got dementia kind of, insensitive comment, really [laughs] as it happens. But the family definitely knew something was seriously wrong and her ability to work, drive, speak, perform basic tasks was gradually eroded over the years. And some of the behaviour was quite, she was very insecure a lot of the time.

And eventually, she was referred to a, eventually referred to a dementia consultant and eventually they managed to, they see the effect on the brain and that was the point at which she was diagnosed with dementia, early onset dementia at the age of 50, which was probably four years after we all knew that something was very seriously wrong. And one of the most insecure things was, for us, was that until there was a diagnosis, there was no help, so, we felt very isolated as a family especially for somebody so young with something so obviously wrong. So, it was probably four years until we got that diagnosis and then it’s been another two years subsequently that at least there’s support groups and at least there’s the ability to apply for some sort of, you know, personal independence payment. But because it’s early onset dementia it’s a relatively small group of people who have that and so, most of the Alzheimer’s care and charity care and institutional care is set up for much older people. So as a, so we found it quite, quite isolating the family basically family’s pulled together.

To keep back the deterioration as much as possible and also to control her emotions as much as possible. So, ‘cause it’s quite disturbing when, when she’s upset, you know, she’ll try and, try and pull out her hair and physically you know, sort of [grrr] and, and be very accusatory, sort of like a paranoia. Which you know, I’m, sort of “I know what you’re doing, you know, I’m not a child” and you know, you know, quite upsetting if you’re in the street and that happens it’s, people will look and think, what the hell is going on here? But it’s just, it just like it will flip just like that. There’s nothing you can do apart from let it go. You know, just be there but not, just taking it and then hope that it passes and it kind of does usually. So but it’s quite disturbing [laughs]. Or to run off [laughs] and you have to run after her [laughs].

And the other thing I think we’ve tried, still trying to get used to is not to ask questions.

Why is that?

Because it, because it creates massive anxiety. Not understanding a question creates anxiety. So, we started we started noticing that everything, anything you would say like a choice, “would you like a cake? Which cake would you like?” The answer was always “No. I don’t want a cake. I don’t want a cup of tea. No.” But I don’t think and then we decided it wasn’t anything to do with whether she wanted a cup of tea. It was to do with, she couldn’t process the question. So, we try really hard not to ask questions. So, it’s like, “I’m having a cup of tea. Let’s have a cup of tea,” not, “do you want a cup of tea?” So, and that seems to reduce, you know, reduce any of the anxieties and it also gets her to drink, you know, the drinking and eating is becoming a problem. You know, you can’t force somebody to eat. So, if their response always is, “no I don’t want something to eat” then the tendency is for them not to eat.

She can sit like, so we went to a concert, a kind of memory type concert yesterday and she sat there for an hour because she was so happy and so involved with the concert, that the sitting was fine. But if it’s like a film or a TV programme she might or might not sit for a while, but often not. It has to be something completely mesmerising for her [laughs] to sit so that’s why going to a film is massively risky now because if it’s, unless she’s completely kind of mesmerised by it, she’ll get very anxious and, rock and go “mmmm” and then, you know, then you have to take her out.

So we went to like music, Matilda the Musical and maybe five months ago. And she, she sat through it. She loved it. She was laughing all the way through, singing and everything. And then I took her to another film with Tom Hanks and she completely freaked out. You know, I had to take her out physically, she was just like because she couldn’t follow. She just couldn’t follow it. She was so upset. So, it just depends, but it’s, but it’s getting worse, you know, it’s getting, her attention span is getting less. So, you have to just be massively patient. But, you know, the idea that, so you can’t ask questions. There is no dialogue. It’s incredibly difficult to know what to do [laughs] with somebody like that.

Yeah, learning support teacher. So, she was, she found it increasingly difficult and then I think they moved, changed her role a bit. But it just didn’t work, so she had, you know, she had to just stop that, sadly and then, you know, it was one thing after another, stopped driving and stopped riding a bicycle. So, life, well, yeah so she was, so that there was just, it just gradually sort of her capacity to do things eroded.